I am so sick of these doubts & these mind games. I know God is bigger than all of this. I wish God would just come down and talk to me, face to face and be like “Hey Kristina, your crazy, I know my plans for you now get it together & stop doubting yourself & how far you’ve came.” I feel like I’ve gotten to the point where He is going to slap me in the face in order for me to understand what i’m truely worth to Him anymore. I know how it goes, i know when things re going great for us 7 the enemy sees us as a threat he tries everything within his power to steal, kill & destroy everything of God in your life..But why am I acting as though I’ve already been defeated? Like i’m not strong enough to fight this? Because we all know I am. This is ridiculous. I have been craving to be in His presence all day but I’m almost afraid to be. Why? If anything right now I should feel unstoppable because of my amazing friends that have my back even spiritually. Before I had to fight it alone. Well not alone, but God & I alone. But it clearly says I will get through this is 1 Corinthians.
So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don’t fall! No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. -1 Corinthians 10:12
Ultimately, I just need to grow some balls. Let’s just be real.
“I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. -John 15:5
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