Standing still

I'm trying to think of where I should begin. It seems as thought i'm becoming complacent. Bored. It's almost as if i'm not happy anymore? Like nothing is ever enough. I can't shake this feeling of failure. Is that a feeling? My passion is gone it seems. For everything. Work (yessss I did have a passion to do my job with all of me lol) Friends. Family. Even my biggest passion God & my girls and my youth. It ticks me off. it's like i've been robbed of everything every blessing i've been given. Do I not deserve them? Am I abusing them or not even using them? Uggggggggh. I keep asking these questions and i'm really wanting the answers, but things happen in Gods time.