Becoming Who I'm Meant To Be...

I've always prayed and asked God to use me, to mold me, to make me just as He'd like me. I've always wanted to be a light unto this world for Him, for Him to use me for all that He would. I want to reach for the stars no one has reached for before, I want to touch the lives no ones even thought of touching. I want to scream to the world the passion inside of me for the students, I want to show everyone the fire inside of me. I'm learning lately, sometimes you've got to have your world shaken and tore down...that maybe sometimes you've got to get taken out of your comfort zone, you've got to be broken as a person. God is breaking me, my heart, everything i've become and He's making me see things through a whole new set of eyes. He's molding me into what He needs me to be. I know that my God is neverfailing...I know He is full of mercy and grace. I'll do whatever it takes to make change the world for the glory of God. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, not to harm you, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
   God says that He will never give us more than we can bare. It's frustrating. I know that God knows all thing, I know he has a plan, I know it's for the best..I trust Him. I'm almost honored that God thinks...well I guess I should say knows I can handle all of this, but why am I doubting myself. It's almost as if I don't think i'm not strong enough. I know I am. I know I can make it through this. I can't believe I have underestimated myself this badly. I'm a soldier. I'm a child of God. I'm just so blessed to have the best church family to support me through all of this. "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." Galatians 6:2

                               Without You Lord, I Am Nothing.
   "He gives strength to the weary, and power to the weak." Isaiah 40:29